stress and control: two

#2

once i tried to make a list of all the things i'd ever owned.
in my head, i still think that if only
i could take inventory it would somehow change my life for better.
i look through to-do lists past and i am transported.
a sick joke on the world of scrapbooking
almost fondly, i remember my past stresses
not comparing, only favorably transporting myself to a time  slower.