excuses: two

What is this urge
To do more
I constantly mentally reject joy
To become
What (?) I don't have:
Is clarity of vision
Push aside cardigans and cupcakes
What I need to excel (?):
Is the strength of you and
What I need to be great is personal
Solidarity (?):
Is my weakness and opportunity
Having nothing is all I have to offer
All I've given so far
Requires so much

excuses: one

flaking off
colors layer in shallow craters
lacking smooth veneer
made more vibrant interesting
desirable
don't repaint me

03/11/13

tiny flash
flesh
skin
Deign to tell where I have been

new then over
start 

done
Sparkle bright as if we'd won